When I first heard about the Human Design System in 2014 I was  on a Journey of Self Discovery.    I looked into every Rabbit hole that was of interest to me in a search for something that could help me understand why I was so darn Angry with the World and myself and many people around me.             I took Life very personally.             

   I felt like Life and the Gods had punished me and I wanted to know why.                At that time i was very accustomed to (in my case) forcefully having to surrender to the Form of my Body.

In 1998 I left my Home in Germany with my 10-month-old little Baby Daughter and my first Husband. Going on an Adventure trying to be of Support to my Husband. 3 years later I ended this marriage because it did not feel right anymore. I was in a strange country with my Baby and no money, no other support but a few good friends. I knew it was better to be on my own than in a relationship that was over.          Within a few Days, i got myself 3 Jobs and a Place we could Stay with a friend for a while.

Making a long Story very Short.

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 3 months later I got myself into a Diving Accident that left me permanently Paralyzed from the chest down.

BOOM the Shock of my life at a really messed up Time I recognized quickly that this is not gonna change and i much learn to Adapt to this new Way of being alive in this Form.

                                               C 6-7 Quadriplegic Spinal Cord Injury - PERMANENT

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  At first not being able to Breath on my own, not being able to lift a Finger or my Hands nor my Arms. SCARY Shit again.

There was        NO CHOICE            but to      surrender      to this new Body      that was not very functional any more.

And of course, that made me even angrier.

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I will spare you from all the disgusting details of my year and a half RECOVERY in a Nursing Home but that's how long it took to learn a new way of Existing and ...well EVERYTHING.

How to go to the Bathroom, How to take a Shower, How to dress myself How to make something to eat with these Hands that have no grip anymore and how to get my pure little Daughter back and how will i even be able to take care of her when i can barely take care of myself ????       The thought of someone else raising my Child drove me Bananas and I was determined to do whatever it takes to get my daughter back and to raise her the best I could and if it's the last thing I did on this Planet. AND I did. And it wasn't the last.

In 2015 ….when i was looking into Numerology a Friend on FB ( Projector) asked me if I had ever heard of the Human Design System???

                            I said NO...and my paranoid Mind said… What kinda …. Is that?? Lol...haha… so funny to me now. But...as I started investigating and found RA URU HU and started listening and reading I knew instantaneously that this guy had something for me. This GUY, he had me at: YOU have the right to be your OWN AUTHORITY” ….I wanted to listen to and learn from I was instantly in LOVE. His Voice sparked a Fire in me that I didn't feel for a very long time. So there I went...down into a new Rabbit hole and I have not made my Way out yet. Going through the Professional Training in the IHDS was a true Blessing for me. It was learning and education on my own Time in my Own Space PERFECT. My Mind didn't think that I could afford it but somehow the $$$ for the training would just magically appear when needed and I learned to chill and let life deliver everything I needed. I told myself that if this is my Path then everything will be provided. And it did. 

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Now 7 years into my Experiment of making big decisions a different Way and honoring my AURAs NEEDs, honoring my Body's Needs in learning Day by Day to relax more and more into what IS.  

 I'm starting to get a Taste of this PEACE that "RA" was talking about and it tastes sweet. 

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The Human Design System is the Best TOOL I have ever come across in my life that helped me understand the Mechanics of Life and put me on a even deeper  Journey of Self Discovery 

 Learning to LOVE myself and not take Life so personal after all.

     I have grown so much through this process of learning, going through the school of my Life that over Time my Anger was not at the forefront of my Life anymore and I developed a different way of seeing it and Myself.  Its not like its gone no... But i don't serve it Tea anymore.  If you know what I mean.  

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If this could make such a dramatic difference in my life I knew I wanted to spend my Energy passing this incredible TOOL on to everyone I come in touch with who is open to it.  

And so… here we are.  Ready to Share.

I have great Joy in doing Foundation Readings and deeply investigating everything  of HD and sharing it with my Students. They get to hear all the juicy stories I share of my own personal Experience with these Tools. Please feel free to get in touch with me for Readings, Mentoring Sessions,  upcoming LYD Courses or anything you like to Share.